Double edged sword

Last night I had an epiphany.
My double edged sword.

We already know about my two spears.
But my double endged sword is my sex.

My new psychiatrist is wonderfull. talktalktalktalk :)
He´s really nice:)

Now I got lots to think about.

Love and attraction.
It’s like sex and passion.
It’s two ends of a spectrum.
Are you a friend or a lover?
Now pick one or the other.

Dayrren Hayesimon! I choose YOU!

I do not want anyone, anyone who really wants me,
Every one that I desire, wants to be with someone else. . .
I find it so amusing.
Isn’t that the way it goes?
I’m a blimp on someones radar
They don’t even catch my eye
I want what I haven’t got, even if it kills me trying.

I want her, she wants him, he wants me, I give in.
I want her, I want him, I don’t want anything.
I started questioning, the rules of coupling.
This strip is Moebius, it’s never ending.

Love and attraction.
It’s like sex and passion.
It’s two ends of a spectrum.
Are you a friend or a lover?
Now pick one or the other.

It’s not easy to find, anyone who captivates me,
Anyone deserving time.
Must have somehow passed me by
Looking in the wrong direction.

She wants him, he wants me, I don’t want anybody,
And everyone who wants me-
It’s so amusing.

Everybody wants someone to hold.
Everybody wants to choose a role.
Ain’t nobody willing to break the mold.
No hint of bravery.

Everybody chasing some ideal
None of it obtainable, none of it real
Everything falls between the cracks of
Love and attraction.

My double edged sword is as follows:
I am SUPER kinky
Im “impossible” to turn on